Sabtu, 22 April 2017

Breathe your name - sixpence none the richer

It's every day 

I'm in this place 
I feel this way 
I feel the same 
Is it all inside my head 
Is it all inside my head 
I'll view the list 
And take my pick 
I view my faith 
And make a choice 
'Cause it's nobody else's but mine 
But you are in my heart 
I can feel your beat
And you move my mind 
From behind the wheel 
When I lose control 
I can only breathe your name 
I can only breathe your name 

//penulisan tidak estetika but these lyrics worth a post
i'll gladly learn guitar just to make a cover of this song no kidding

Sabtu, 15 April 2017


posting twice a day is bad luck you know that right lol but i need something i can trust wholly, and by all means, blogspot is where i come to.


i knew from the start that this would be quite challenging. and true i was. please, be kind. beat me up all you want, but don't close the other door. give me hope. give me strength, please.

i'm trying.



there's a quite concrete difference, apparently, between letting go and actually forgetting.

we need to dig deeper

i mean, don't take a glance and go, you need to see. there's a reason why everybody does what they do. she's all alone and buried in a pile of anxiety, she must have something we don't know about. he always seeks attention in a bad way, he can't fit in, he must experienced something he didn't say out loud. he's full of himself, he has ego as high as a skyscraper; don't dislike him just yet.

what i'm trying to say is, it's not true at all to look down upon others. humans are just the product of their past. there's a reason on why they do something you can't even understand or process, also just know that you're not perfect either.

people will grow, chill.

bullying or even forcing others to do it your way just isn't worth it. talk to them, as a friend, that will do just enough.

Senin, 03 April 2017

there are things called strain hardening! :)

jadi, fun fact, logam kalau mengalami deformasi plastis akan menjadi lebih keras dan kuat.
sebuah entah clarity atau i was just high while doing laprak lol.

tapi ya juga ya, apakah those sayings like "terbentur, terbentur, terbentur, terbentuk" dan "what doesn't kill you makes you stronger" adalah hukum alam? hukum alam, yg artinya, apapun di alam mengikuti hukum itu,  termasuk semua bahan dan material di dunia ini, termasuk semua makhluk hidup?

mungkin sudah saatnya kita "rusak",
dalam arti,
dideformasi plastis,
dalam arti,
terbentur, lalu terbentuk.

wow, you're still young and new and full of spirits, you still bloom, and you're full of smile and optimism, i hope you will live your life to the fullest.

hush anxiety. you're unwanted. jangan takut rusak, you'll get there eventually. gak bakal necking sebelum jadi kuat, kok.